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I had a bit of lie-down so I'm feeling a little better. But my throat is still funny so I think I should stay away from studying English, especially reading out and shadowing, which are the integral parts of my English study. I feel frustrated not being able to study because in mind I am so pumped up for it. I am itching to do it but I cant!!   I had been a bit struggling with my English method but I managed to find out what was wrong with it a few days ago. Since then my English study has been back on track and now this!! (Sigh)  My brain is still half-dead. Do I just have to live with it??  I gotta find a way to get through this. Oh hang on! Am I acting like a drama queen?? LOL! Oh boy, I am bored :D

There is some issue that has been bothering me for a while. I am dying to sort it out but I don't know how to do it because it is a very sensitive issue. I would have confronted it ages ago if it wouldn't affect many people. Maybe I am being paranoid but I hate having this kind of pent-up emotion that seems to be going nowhere. Anyway, I feel a bit better now, I really needed to let it out otherwise I wouldn't have been able to concentrate on my study and other stuff today.

I've spent so much time and effort on planning a trip for Gori's mate and his girlfriend. Well, acutally I've done that for Gori because if I hadn't done that, I knew he would be in a big trouble and extremely stressed when he was going along with them on their trip. Because they don't speak or understand Japanese at all!

But now I think I've wasted my time. I am not sure yet but I think they are not going to go on the trip any more. We sent the final detailed plan of their trip a few days ago and they started whinging about it. Yes, I admit that I've made a little bit of changes with the first plan so if you have trouble with them, I could change them back in your way, which is fair enough. But things are a bit different with this one; YOU had agreed with the first plan which involved 3 domestic flights and that's why we booked the flights and have bought the tickets. YOU agreed on it ! You CAN'T say that that was not what you had been expecting at this point! It's too late, mate! We've already bought the tickets! If you had had trouble with it, you could have said it when we showed you the first plan or even more, you could have made a plan yourself!! You didn't even bother to book the flights or doing anything!! You can't just whinge, with not doing anything! We are not your submissive travel agents!

Now things have become very complicated and awkward between them and us. I really feel that I shouldn't have started this planning thing in the first place. I wouldn't have done that if it wasn't for Gori and if driving was not involved. I am really really regretting this because after all, this is THEIR trip!!

Now I really hope that they are not going anymore. I am just sick of mucking around sorting out information about hotels and other stuff for them. I've just had it.

Sorry for whinging. But I really needed to let it out.

There are so many things to do and I am kind of overwhelmed by them. Plus I was struggling with a new music playing software which Gori discovered for me. When you try something new, especially when it is something that is not in your comfort zone, it is very stressing to tackle it until you get the hang of it, isn't it? Anyway I feel a bit grumpy and stressed because I am behind schedule. Well, I have to snap out of it and move on. What can I do to pull myself together and be more productive.

*This entry has been corrected by Gori.

Hi, everyone. I managed to study English for about 2 hours. I'm glad that I've made at least some progress. But it was pretty hard for me to concentrate. I've got a sore back, which is one of the distractions from studying. I want to do some treadmilling but I think it could make my condition worse. I have been eating crappy & fatty food recently so my belly feels a bit flabbier...I hope I can do a lot more tomorrow. Oh boy I feel so lethargic...

Well, I really like my timetable (×time table) system but I have to admit that I am kind of getting into a rut. I have been using this system for about 2 weeks. It's working very well but I need to do something different, something away from studying, something fun and exciting!! I feel like playing ping-pong and darts at Gori's mum and dad's place or playing some card games for a change. Gori's teaching job restarted today so he might come back tired. I wonder if I can talk him into it.

* This entry has been corrected by Gori.

I walked for 5 km on the treadmill yesterday so my body is a bit stiff and sore. My head is fuzzy too. I'm tired, aren't I? Gori is coming back from Brisbane around lunch time. He went there last Friday to learn about gas-fitting from one of his mates, who is a plumber. Oh boy, I am getting hungry.

* This entry has been corrected by Gori.

Oh boy...I'm soooo tired. I even feel a bit lethargic...I need a cup of nice tea and maybe a relaxing foot bath too. Today is the English session day, I have to pull myself together.

Since it's been raining a lot, there are lots of bugs flying around the house at night, trying to get inside. Some of them are very small so they can squeeze into the room from the gaps between the doors and the floor. I have many bug bites on my arms and legs because of them, much better than the itchiness from the rash, though.

I've done the housework. Today Gori and I have to go to town to get some groceries, pick up a parcel at the post office and chuck out the rubbish at the dump. Gori is going to Brisbane tomorrow to work so we gotta do these today, which is not so exciting.

There are lots of tiny bugs flying around in the lounge room! They are annoying!

Now that the rash is dying, I am getting more and more energetic and motivated. I feel like doing something, such as studying English or trading study but Gori has been watching TV again! So all these noise and stuff is distracting me and I can't bring myself to concentrate on doing what I want to do! I wish he was watching TV at his mum and dad's house but that's a bit self-centered idea, isn't it? After all He worked his fingers to the bone during the new year holiday.

Why is my computer working so slowly? Is he sick? Seems to me that everything is going against me. Sorry for the whinge. I am now venting my frustration here by twittering.

I've been working on changing my Japanese blog's template for 2 hours or so. I found my favourite template and I was just about finished everything and guess what?? With one false click, I've lost the template and gone back to square one! I have to do it again from scratch! Oh, Crap!!!! I don't want to do it any more tonight. I'm sick of it!!!